Love is blind... itulah ungkapan yg selalu kita dengar. Cinta itu buta atau manuaia yang buta hati.
As for me love is a wonderful feelings between two person. It is pure, honest and trust.....but i have lost all that in one day.
Can i trust him ever again?? Every day i thought that he is going to meet her, call her and spend time together. eventhough i know for the fact she is living outside of kl. But the trust is no longer there...
each time i hear his phone rings or beeps i always thought it's her...am i paranoid. I hate to feel this way each day...i don't know how long i can stand with all this.
Last night i slept on the floor... i don't think he even realised that. I was sad i know he was not feeling well. But he just climb up the bed and face the other way and went to sleep without even saying a word to me. How would that make anyone feel?
I cried and felt useless.... how long can i take it? It will eventually eating me inside until one day i just can't wake up anymore.
Until one day i just give up to live anymore..
The pain is growing each day ...and i feel my chest hurts everyday. Ya Allah please give me strenght to move on with my life....
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