Am i worth anything to you??

Teman lelaki upahan...

Nice story about a happy go lucky guy and a beautiful but very arrogant success women.

Two different character but ended up falling in love with each other...totally unpredictable right because they were meant to be together.

I remember the first time we've met was when i walked in your deparment and been introduced as the "the new kid on the block".

the first time i saw you my heart just pumped so fast...but i acted calmly but only Allah knows how my heart was on that day.

fate works so amazingly we started to go out on a date... it was wonderful. We had great time together. I wish that i can turn back time to the first time we went out.

Every thing went perfectly right until one day i got to know that you're engaged with one of your distance relative chose by your mother. If i had known you were engaged i would stay as far away from you. At that time i had someone else who really loves me but i couldn't love him back because he was my ex boyfriend's best friend. That was the end of my relationsip with that guy and i haven't heard from him since.

After i knew you were engaged, we tried to break up a few times but because we love each other so much we can't be apart. Then you make a bold decision to go against your parents and cancelled the engagement. It was a bravest move by a guy to do. God knows how you fought for me and until now i can't forget and very glad you did it for me.

Will you do the same for her?? Do you love her that much until you would go against all odds...

It really hurt when you know that your love of your life has someone else and can call her sayang ...besides you.

Allah please give me strenght and courage to go through this.. it hurts the cut is so deep. Sometime i wonder when we're in bed together were you thinking about her.

Now i realised why is it during the last two years you were different with me. You were always angry.. everything i do is wrong.
you always critised the way i look. You starts to compare between me and her.

I know now that i am not the sexy, beautiful, fair and smart women as she is. I am who i am. I chose to be where i am now because of you. You wanted a woman who can take care of your children and always be home when you came back from work.

But when i look at her she is a career woman who loves freedom but still you can fell in love with her....am i so stupid and useless to you. I sacrifised my job for you i ignored my dreams just to be a good wife to you...are all these worth it for me??

I am happy because i can take care of our children, you and i had the chance to take care of arwah mak. But now i am really sad that all my sacrifises don't mean a thing to you... do i worth anything to you anymore??