Promises is it for keeps or meant to be broken..
Manusia sentiasa berpegang pada janji..tapi manusia juga yang sentiasa memungkiri janji. Janji untuk sehidup semati..janji untuk saling percaya mempercayai..but once its broken you cannot trust anyone anymore.
Janji untuk sayang menyayangi ke akhir hayat...tapi janji hanya tinggal janji. I love you so much ... but do you still love me??
what is it that she has makes you love her more..?? Other than a pretty face and a sexy body..is that what you are looking for in a woman now... after so many years togetherthese are really important to you??
I know that i have not been the best wife for you for the past two years...but i also wonder is it because of her that our relationship change. A lot of questions in my mind needs to be answered.
You have told me once that we are not like normal people where they have sex at least two times a week. But as for us we had once or twice in one month. Is it my fault? I thought all these while you are not interested in sex because you have problem with the "mangkuk ayun". So i try to understand and i just follow your needs but now i think you are not interested in me since the past two years because you have her. Is she always in your mind every time we are together.
Were you thinking and imagining her when we make love.? Do you really think that you still love me? When i asked you about the stain on your underwear, you were so angry with me and said you were looking at pictures of sexy girl in the you tube. You did that because you did not had enough from me. I am sorry.... it was my mistake.
That is why you fell in love with her . it's all my fault. I cant turn back the time but i have to accept the fact that you love someone else. All these years i thought you only call me "sayang" but when i saw your message to her my heart break to pieces..i wouldnt have imagine this will happen to me. I gave you my trust but now i cant trust anyone anymore....
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