Let me go....

Yesterday i felt that he is hiding something..maybe he is having an argument with HER. Or this is one of those days he feels missing HER.

I don't know what it was..but it really bothered me. When i asked him he said he was ok and they are ok. I am not sure wether he is telling the truth. I don't care if their having an argument or what ever but just don't let me feel that i am not worth anything.

He said he is with me but i told him yes he is but his mind is not. He just could not get it that i can sense he is not being himself. Yes its true he has the right to think about her but just please dont make it too obvious.

I am human sometime i can take it but sometime i can't. He put it as though come on i am with you now what more do you want. Even though i want to be with her now i just can't because i don't have a legal relationship with her.

That is why i asked you to marry her as soon as possbile....i am really tired of this. When is this going to be over. I cannot take it any longer.

Please let me go....i cannot hold on any longer.